srita. caramelo

Esta semana ha sido muy relajante nunca pense el hecho de no manejar seria tan comodo ojala monterrey tuviera calles mas anchas y los camiones no me ignoraran, pero ahhh la vida es buena me siento bien feliz la mayoria del tiempo ultimamente.

tambien ando bien ego desde que me maquillo la cara otra vez, una vez una chica de mi anitguo trabajo me dijo que maquillarse le alegraba el dia, y a mi simplemente me daba igual, pero pues compré nuevo maquillaje y esta chido ademas de aprovechar todas las sombras que mi abuelita amante de lancome me regalo como si fueran dulces, hace algunos años.

 

aqui esta mi ego!

And so, today I can officially say that I will be done with the internship at the supermarket sounds really bad when I say it in that way but well after a trip to real de 14 where everything seemed to be so right like, just thoughts going deep and landing rightly without any stops on consciousness I decided to quit without having to deal with my self and my responsible self. I mean the contract is for 6 months I stopped learning on the 3rd and not being excited about what you do anymore is one of the feelings that has to go away even if it costs me ... well now I don’t see what can cost me. Anyways I am looking for a job now, and will apply to anything that sounds like exciting and pays. :D even If I can’t do it totally, I will try anything as if the world was a playground like Zoey Deschanel said in that one movie. Bad stuff: My camera broke and I wanted to show myself around so my webcam that is not "photobut" but likes me and it’s loyal to me helped to model my latest find a hat that I won’t ever use until my boy takes me to Wrightwood or some snowy place where I can use it.

 

 

Random things b4 picture, images: yesterday I was so mad due to I don’t remember and while PMS again played with my emotions, ideas and feelings, and while I denied it, I saw this car that said pms or sindrome pre-menstrual in front of my during traffic.

 

my camera would'nt have broke

the cats that I have rescued were mine now

know which way to take

know which way to take part two

have right now the entire second season of true blood

have more available memory on my hardrive

have a better salary

have another job

have longer hair

have less hope

my face clean

my boyfriend

endless cranberry juice

the third season of the big bang theory

less lazynes

more down on earth creativity

I saw this place and took some images I feel like liking right now :) http://weheartit.com/

 

 

Dear diary

 

thursday Is almost the end of the week for me, a school week, actually the only thing that I been doing everyday and walking at night getting scared of all those dogs that they walk at night. I am afraid of dogs specially black big ones and I aint proud of it.

Today I only have homework to do I wil have to write a report about minimalism and study for my test next week and I gotta be free for the weekend cause boyfriend is coming to town :D I feel like is gonna be amazing plus the weather over here (mty,Mexico) ain´t bad at all a little bit clloudy no rain still  though.

 

Alright

Dear diary

 

thursday Is almost the end of the week for me, a school week, actually the only thing that I been doing everyday and walking at night getting scared of all those dogs that they walk at night. I am afraid of dogs specially black big ones and I aint proud of it.

Today I only have homework to do I wil have to write a report about minimalism and study for my test next week and I gotta be free for the weekend cause boyfriend is coming to town :D I feel like is gonna be amazing plus the weather over here (mty,Mexico) ain´t bad at all a little bit clloudy no rain still  though.

 

Alright

Despues de llorar por no ser considerada por algun responsable en recursos humanos, hoy finalmente paso, me llamaron y voy a una entrevista y si todo va bien pueda salir de mi perfil de servicio al cliente.

ok eso es todo.

after a long week , barely going out due to this stupid epidemic that´s not even happening. I went out and party, we went to this pool party it was cool, actually this time i didnt drink at all but this guy offered me a brownie, they seemed so delicious so i ate it and later asked hey does this have weed? he said yeah.

nothing happened. just for like a second after but I was normal for the rest of the night.

(find me)

this one below is from the prev week, that was cool too.

tomorrow i might upload the intense ones from today

Hasta hace un mes pense que todo este semestre escolar iba a estar algo deprimida y que jamás encontraria la relacion entre las cosas que queria y que planificaba y que no apliaban y que eran imaginarias y despues se volvian frias despues muy comodas para mi gusto. Pero la verdad siempre la sabemos, la manera de encararla es lo que nos ayuda a emocionarnos por un dia nuevo o preocuparnos o simplemente tomar decisiones dificiles. Se siento bien ser yo otra ves :)

 

Hoy fue un dia complicado, solo dire que me la pase bien y mal.  Al final del dia pues. Es el final del dia y por lo menos estoy en mi camita :D

Did not go to my photo class today my nose could not let me breathe at night :/ and my friend sent me a message telling me I always let him die forever and ever, but I guess I just fell asleep I felt really needy and weirdly depressed in the morning but then I ate and felt bettter started to get ready to see my friend Jesus and we hung out and went with soft everything was a mess I guess we ended up talking in the car about it and my parents told me a little bit about responsability and school. So now I just wanna be able to sleep and talk to my guy.
Im gonna put the first random image that stumble gives to me.



WTF!

Hoy no fui a mi clase de las 7 am porque, porque estaba enferma asi que no fui, fui a la que seguia y regrese a mi casa y despues fui a waldos y compre cosas servibles segun yo, compre un collar para el gato que steve y yo tendremos en el verano y el medijo pontelo como brazalete mientras y yo le hice caso aunque creo solo hasta unos min antes de que me bañe pq siempreme desesperan, tambien compre un termo que bonita seria la vida si tuviera un refri que diera hielos la vdd la gente no los aprovecha tanto como yo.
Aun pienso que mi vato y yo nos llevamos sorprendentemente bien cuando convivimos tds los dias, pero quien sabe eso digo yo.
hoy me encontre con las fotos tomdas por yorchs en su deviant ahh ue bonito fue esa vez, me gusta que me tomen fotos es como que su percepcion hacia ti.
Buenas noches, mañana luchare cntra el router al que no le sabre entender y siempre tendre internee robado :D

Pues ayer llegue de mis dias gloriosos con mi vatou, creo fue uno de los mas calmados bueno igual asi lo senti porque dormimos y vimos peliculas y estevo estaba embarazado, digo enfermo y pues tengo fotos.

Hola querido diario blogger el dia de hoy como ayer dicho me levante a las 7 am y fui a la escuela a todas mis clases a tooodas :D y despues regrese a ser fotogafiada por polly y yorch en mi estudio donde el maestro me humillo por dejar los cables en el lugar equivocado. Pero ahhh me la pela.

Y ya este es el sneakpipick de la sesion de esa revista llamada page que pretende ser gringa andan bien concursillo me agrado mucho, despues fuimos a comer a las gorditas doña tota y me acorde mucho de como steve y yo comiamos bien expresssmente alli, aveces siento que no puedo extrañar mas y ya despues me la paso chido y digo ah pues tengo cotorreos libres con amigos, esta cools no ? no?

Hola querido dirario, hoy escuche el nuevo disco de selma oxor, estuvo muy cools recordar esos dias con alex, luxor yy vayolet, en su casa y creabamos canciones bien groseras chifladas, estaba bien genial. En otros temas mañana sere la modelo de yorch yo digo saldra bien creo perdere una clase para venir por comida y ropa a mi casa es a la 1.

Buenas noches
posdata extremo me voy a LA el jueves yei :D

its the love-breeders

llevo levantada desde ayer mi tecnica de dormir a las10 am para evitar un dia de gasto funcionara, no se como le hare pero ire de pais en pais con practicamente nada de dinero :D

Bueno yo como buen leo tengo que evitar la seguridad, ser confiada, generosa, atenta, egocentrica, persuasiva, y sexosa. mmm eso segun la pagina de signos zodiacales.
haha sexosa! esa palabra la descubri en la prepa esta cool
  Hoy me puse a hacer cosas en esta page la de blockposters.com esta bien cool puedes hacer posters gandes imprimiendo hojas awww pero soy muy pobre para eso ahorita.
Bueno en otros temas eh decidido aplicar un tan o un bronceado a mi ser.


Y bueno por si querian ver mas fotos deviantescas aqui estan:
 de mi amiga laura superpinupes





hahahah a ella le cae mal amy winehouse, yo la quiero pero nunca vera esto ...

Bueno ya em voy a dormir ya viajar en el futuro al martes. Donde mis inseguridades sean puestas a prueba en un lente de 28mm yo creo...

It sucks, stood up until 5 am, yep.
should be back to black and negative
I wanna sleep and hang out safe
I like photos so much I could do that everyday, a magazine too is cool
I´m sooooo bored sometimes
I think IM such a leo, I really dont wanna be just friends
Is cold in my room
I had pizza and I shared it
I dont belive when people tell me mean stuff about me that I dont think true of me.
I want a cuter blog, blogspot is kinda .. nah
I read a dyke letter that stumbleupon gave to me, It made me think Im missing love
My nails and hair are growing so fast not in a very decent way though
I generalize a lot I think god or a dude that created me plays with my head like being on and off all the sudden y situations and he laughs and I get all the bad feelings
my pj´s smell like yellow ewww I know, always !
I wont go to acting class tomorrow.
bye

Today I didnt do much, this would be the day in history when i had a "very bad stomach day" i spend the whole day in bed and in the bathroom oh what a disgusting day, I dint go to school thanks to that, then later I saw the news and I saw alot of trailers protesting about the diesel price going up, so I wanted to see them but I didn´t want to go alone, cause I think I will become a trailer woman and I would use speed just so I dont fall asleep, well at leats they have a room. Anyway I didn´t go cause my friend ruined it by wanting to show up late and then we just hung out, talking about drugs crazyness and my non 25 years,  but I took pictures earliers of my sister that could be my homework, I dont belive analog cameras when im taking  a picture but this iso100 film gets a really vintage effect on each one. there you go...


 






 Hay mas pero hasta ahorita solo me gustan estas. :D

im going to bed, again I STAYED up late watching interior design pictures, drama, laughs, and gossip.
Today a cop stoped me and since is mexico sucha corrupt place, i gave him no money even tough he was telling me to, he said "im touching my heart this time to help you" And then i said im unempolyed thanks to the crisis, then he let me go."
 Tomorrow I will watch slumdog millionaire, or jochomillonario. For free. Cause im a student.

Good night.

As everyday in my life I always think what Im going to do tomorrow and soemtimes is full, so I don´t have to think about thinking, so tomorrow I have this class with my teacher who never ever tells us cool stuff about the sibject she really does´nt know much of it, but she is adorable. Me and my other 2 sarcastic friends will laugh anyways. Second class with the " crazy teacher" haven´t bought the book I was supposed to buy but I will pick up one from my books and pretend is that one until I find the real one. Then I will go to clean that place were bf used to stay and make sure I don´t forget anything, and then watch viva hollywood with jesus, and then homework, I dunno when to eat, but It will be ok. good night.


miren yo pienso.

Despues de haberme tomado una larga siesta decidi no tener fiesta el dia de hoy aunque fuera sabado, crei que mi padre se habia llevado el auto y asi, y al final si lo trajo pero supe que no le pareceria bien pq llegue ayer a las 2, y pues aparte el dinero es escazo ultimamente asi que mejor me fui a cenar a casa de mi amigo jesus y comimos papa asada y aguas frescas de guanabana y asi y chocolate, no se talves aveces uno se siente mejor cuando se la lleva tranquilo aunque me vi tentada a salir partimente con soft pero pues mañana habara pikenique del amor en fundidora asi que pues hoy me dedique a dormir, comer, y ver viva hollywood ese show latino donde encuentan la "next telenovela star" a estas alturas creo Vh1 me ha abrumdado con todos sus reality shows.

Cosas que tienen que ver asi de ya
El show de homie salgo aveces y me divierto http://www.youtube.com/user/jesus12546
Y
Bueno ya mañana a tomar fotos sensuales